8/26/2021

Boleh jadi bekicot aja gak sih?

Kamu itu kan emang cuma manusia biasa
Susah-susah bikin border, pasti ada celah juga
You let your guard down
Dan lihat? Gini lagi kan?
Yuk balik lagi
Ke konsep kamu yang susah-susah kamu bangun
If you're destined to live alone, then just let it be
Cause thats totally fine
You have something to care about, after all
No one's willing to understand your issues 
Kamu gak bisa jadi super clingy princess
Universe doesn't give you that kind of life
And so what?

I was thinking that bikin hati jadi rock solid itu bisa keeping me alive
Keeping me aware sama hal-hal yang pasti bikin aku rusak lagi
Tapi waktu aku pikir, ternyata soften it justru bikin aku lebih happy
Ternyata, itu juga yang melemahkan aku
Itu juga yang bisa bikin rusak lagi
So what do I do?

I thought that i found my life back
The time is coming
And I'm gonna live it peacefully
Tapi gak juga
I don't live up to expectations
But as a human, as a girl, i live in it

Aku tau siapa aku dan aku tau gimana aku mau diperlakukan
Dan aku selalu jujur dan kasih penjelasan
I guess I made it easier for anyone
Tapi in the end of the day, selalu sama aja
They always wanted more and more 
Something that they didn't know is, I am totally fine and alive without them
Jadi mending gak usah masuk aja di hidup aku
Please?