chirping3

I was told to my self to take a step forward. this is my direction. I shared everything in this beauty listener fly paper. but now just so hard to say. I dont mean that I am not trust in you(my blog), but this just really hard to say. there is someone, out there. tell me, ask me, a simple thing that I can get through. why? why me? why you ask me like that? retorically. I think every word I said were clear. you can guess who, where, how, why, I know you can. dont ask me like that. you know who. who is someone I talk about. who is someone that impressing me. you know who. just guess! or take a mirror and see, who's there? I dont know what happen to me. I am the most foolish girl in this town maybe. it is beauty but feel so guilty and complicated. I just wondering, is everything ok if I say this things to you? it shouldn't be happend. it couldn't be. it's just, a dream, crisna. so fool. I can imagine what will happen. that is not good. you fool, this can be as easy as you thought, crisna. yea. now everything you've saved, just appear. he knows, everyone knows. just stop it from know, you cant. you cant, crisna. forget it